ieri/azi

Alaltăieri.
 -Daca imi voi cauta boyfriend vreodata tu vei fi primul in lista si ultimul...
...-Eu o sa te cer de casatorie.. nustiu cind... caci acu viatsa chiar mi-a decronometrat un pic planurile..
 - :)), da nu mi mai spune,
Lasa sa fie surpriza)
bine draga....sigur o sa ma ceri...pt ca eviden ca noi vom fi impreuna...

Ieri..


nu vreau,
pur si simplu,
 m am gand si nu vreau,
nu de tine am nevoie

AZI..

Esti căsătorită iar eu,.... te vreau dar nustiu cum sa-ti spun, inca mie frica sa nu te sparg, si nu e nașpa din partea mea asta, zicându-ți sa iti fac rau chiar daca ma refuzi. 

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Am fo...

Am fost prieteni.Oare?
nustiu dar a fost diferit,puteam discuta despre teme,diferite,diverse,puteam sta ore intregi plitind de la tema la tema,
"discutii purtate pe muchie de cutit" asa le spunei tu,si imi placeau,cu tine ore in sir puteam sa stau, si imi era bine,
eram prieteni,dar te iubeam pe ascuns,ai zis ca nici asta nu mi sa primit,
am devenit iubiti,si am uitat cum e sa-ti fiu prieten,cume sa fiu acel cu care poti sa vb ore in sir,poti sa incepi despre o tema si sa termini in alt capat al lumii,
am devenit iubiti si am uitat ce inseamna sa iubim,am uitat ce inseamna sa metinem acel echilibru de aur pe care il aveam inainte

Distrugatoare e puterea iubirii

Distrugator e focul incontrolabil si vintul provocat de noi insine...
distrugator e gindul ca nu mai esti u si nu mai suntem noi,
he waits her call even he would never approve this, he wants  to be more than a shit that can be thrown,
still he admits that she may be waiting too, but waht for to call if at the end she may not respnd,that would be the killing of himself, yes he is distroyed already he doesn't even understand why the fuck isn't he dead already,he should be he want it,he want to be dead,but he didn;t die and it kills everything in him,
"pointless, love is pointless,she never loved me"says he,"i'll call she will not answer,and this will mean that i was right",he doesn't want to be right,"why why am i not dead yet? why must i suffer if i love, why is this always happening to me? why why why? i just wanted to enjoy life next to her,because i trust her" but her untrust in me...is already killing the last in me"but till i love her why,am i suffering

А я не знаю что будет на рассвете...
Я лишь хочу что бы мне в спину дул попутный ветер
Я не хочу идти туда , где нет дороги
Многие идут вперед - незная что в итоге...

cind un poet iubeste,el incearca sa-i scrie poezii iubitei sale,incearca sa o bucure,
dar cind poetul simte durere pe suflet de la aceasta iubire,el incearca sa scrie ceva si iarasi incearca,
dar nu i se primeste nimic,
pentru ca durerea provocata de iubire nu se explica in cuvinte,

as a loser... who had that feeling..? to feel as a loser, and not because you are a poor sucker who can't have fun,and not because u are a nerd and have no luck with girls, u need them,or other stuf like this ...
u are a loser because her,one girl,who should make u feel like winner,makes u feel like a loser,

U know how hard to live a dejavu...??? i have no ideia how to tell yourself this is gonna be not like this,
this time i'm not gonna let go... i will hold on... and it goes the same ways as the last time,
this must be diferent she is diferent, and the dejavu goes on... hopes are all that remains from my heart,
don't want to lose them cause i will not survive with out them.. i will not survive without you,

:))

intr-o lume in care minciuna este asemeni adevarului...sinceritatea este un semn distinctiv...

e acel ceva ce ne diferentiaza!